I don’t know. This has just been a rough couple of months and I don’t really expect anyone to read this, but just need to write it out to process it all I guess.
I’m bummed about somethings and just kind of lost and so hopeful but nothing ever happens the way I initially want it to which sounds bad but I don’t mean it like that. I don’t know I just am waiting to catch a break I guess so it’s just hard. To keep waiting, you know?
And classes have SUCKED this semester so there’s always that. And then my car died this morning so I think that just really sealed the deal on this bad luck/sadness spree because I was trying really hard to ignore it all until today.
Anyways, so I wrote a note to myself at the beginning of the year and opened it a few weeks ago. And the first thing I wrote was “I hope you’re not kidding yourself.”
…And I probably am. Whatever.
I just am praying that these next few weeks of school go by fast so I can do some effective soul-searching this summer.
I HOPE YOU MEET YOUR FAVORITE BAND MEMBER AND THEY LIKE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE THEM
"I really believe in following your heart. I feel like anything that is driven by passion is bound to succeed in some way. I don’t think it was really a choice to do what I do it’s just kind of where I ended up by doing what I love.”